Spiritual Winner

by: Jenai Dulaney

“..even when my hands too tired to hold on, my heart wont let go.

I’m physically exhausted with feeling this way but spiritually my love will never fade.

Maybe I’m committed to somethin make-believe, but why would my heart fight for what could never be?

Every day I’m at war with emotions over mentality, do I embrace the things I feel or only take chance with reality?

I won’t lie, it kills me inside that what I want don’t come easy, but I’ve been standing here wide open just hoping that God sees me.

I pray every night He hears me, I know I sound redundant and trust me I’m thankful because His blessings are abundant.

I can get a little side tracked when my affection deepens, the more that I daydream the more my focus starts to weaken.

My vision gets a little blurry, sensitivity brings tears to my eyes; but the pain is washed away once they all begin to dry.

Each time I break down I get a little stronger, I’m a woman with a purpose, wont be strugglin much longer.

With the help of my haters I’ve built my faith, I’ll be damned if I give up or be told its “too late”. ”

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