SHIRLEE HALL – Do You Feel Pulverized?


I would be very surprised if you have never had an experience where you feel like you are on fire, going through the gates of ‘hell’. Actually, to be burnt is a purification process when we look at it from a spiritual perspective. It is what the alchemists refer to as calcinations.

I know that unpleasant firsthand experiences have had an influence molding my consciousness. It has been part of the journey. Living in matter is not easy. The secret to being ‘safe’ is in becoming an alchemist and choosing to consciously work in the inner laboratories of the brain, body and heart. Most people do not choose this method because they are led by the ego, are lazy, lack concentration, passion and belief. Once they are severely ‘burned’, they may begin to question if there is a ‘safe place’ within.

A friend from my youth called today thanking me for prayers. Unbeknownst to me, she had experienced cancer surgery three months ago and multiple organs were removed from her body including the cancer. She called last week to tell me of her experience and how she is not yet mobile. We made a remote healing appointment. The nonstop excruciating pain in her one foot as well as the swelling vanished during the session. She, too, mentioned how her painful and terrifying experience changed and lifted her consciousness opening her mind and heart to a greater understanding of spiritual identity and our purpose living here in matter.

In past classes that I have offered as well as the new ones, the focus is on the hidden “star in man”. I know that the Philosopher’s stone is within each of us. I know that through the science of love and mind we are destined to become a master of self and matter.

If you are going through calcinations right now, understand that it is a hard but effective way to remove all the negativity the ego has accepted, the illusions and defense mechanics, attachments to appearances, people and material possessions. When we are in the midst of the dark night of the soul, it does feel like we are being pulverized. Some souls experience the calcinations over a period of time being gradually assaulted. Others are hit all at once and feel overwhelmed by the trials and tribulations of life.

It is with great compassion and understanding that I urge you to look in the mirror and ask, what are the benefits of the fire and the surrendering of all the mental constructs that work against revealing and eventually being your true essence? Surrendering the ego lessens the load. Look into the pattern of your journey… Are life experiences moving you closer to the One Power and Presence? Are you being transformed in a way that you are finally gaining balance and a true sense of peace and oneness? Our source of transformation is in the acceptance of the Spirit within and without. Have you embraced yours? Are your experiences drawing the energy of your body, mind and soul together into the greater and transforming power of the light of your Spirit? Personal ego and the superego of society are the greatest threats to God Realization and personal transformation. We have to get beyond them to really change ourselves and be whole.

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